My birthday is over, so is the disappointment and self-pity that came with it. I will continue on this journey of self-discovery and self-fulfillment that I began back in October. I will not let anyone decide my worth or affect my happiness. I am not going to do that to myself any longer. I am enough. I am good enough, though I plan on improving constantly, not for others, but for me.
I will keep writing and taking photographs. I will get out, make new friends, and explore new avenues in my life. I refuse to follow the path of so many others and just give up. Heck, it’s not in me to give up. No one survives all I have been through just to quit! I don’t know how much time the good Lord has for me on this Earth, but I will make the most of it. I will find my bliss, and I will help others to find their’s also. I will love. I will give of myself. I will discover new things about myself, and create the life I crave. I will be happy.
I will. I will. I will. It’s my turn. However, I won’t depend on anyone else for my happiness or for my worth. God decided my worth a long time ago, and who’s going to argue with Him? Not me. I just need to decide who I am going to believe.
Until I can come up with a good enough topic for my next blog post, well, this is it for tonight. Love, peace, and hugs.